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新年不来
  

  新年不来

  ——寄幽

  

  

  了却心中的惶惘，却依然用我灼白淡漠的文字书着恬然而骄燥的心境。不会随泉水汩汩迸出一样，灵感亦不会在任何寂静的时候拜访我的思绪客厅。我只能在苍白中将触摸到的光阴一一加以标记，祭奠。

  　　

  　　

  为忘记做悼，为逝去献上白花。

  　　

  光阴在消失，消失的光阴如同林海音的《城南旧事》里缓缓的驼队、缓缓而逝的岁月。那叮叮咚咚的从你身边走过时，耳旁响起的悦耳铃声，和渐行渐远留下的脚印。

  　　

  一种恐慌在对记忆追溯，对人生远去的愤恨好似那世纪未的洪荒向你袭来时，满脸恐怖、满眼绝望，在上帝惩罚的宣判中等待着无字圣经赦免的救赎。人总有那么一些时刻，隐忍于诱惑，挣扎于欲望之中。只愿有一种信念宛若濯清的溪水能使人身心俱忘，忘却了尘世，忘却了繁华，渐渐、慢慢地沉入澄明幽深之境。恍如梦境，犹如隔世。

  　　

  可现实中的我仿佛一个顽劣的孩童，一脸窃笑的想将未开启的人生帷幕拉扯开来，欲让那帷幕下的一场场剧目在我的撑控之中上演。可我错了，错在北京皮肤病好的医院我只是个演员而不是编导。是导演这场戏？让我总在此刻，找不到下一句的对白。

  　　

  这一点点逃走的时光，逝去的记忆是那幕布上扯下的碎片，扔在昏暗深幽的角落。埋葬的总是最美好的，失去的总是最珍贵的，然而却又是潦草涂鸭的人生。精美的字迹，绝卓的画卷却常是别处的人生。

  　　

  新年不来，春天的风儿不吹。

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